11:12PM: I suddenly realise I’ve left a Gen 1 peecock behind the bathroom door in a cabin my wife, son and I rented to stay in for the weekend.

When I got out of the shower, I couldn’t see it anywhere near my clothes where I thought I’d left it. It was early and we were in a rush so I assumed that I must have already packed it with everything else besides the clothes I was about to put on.

I have been looking for it everywhere and I suddenly remember seeing it in the very corner where the door would usually cover if it were open. I must have kicked it off my clothing pile which was a foot or so away.

I want to die. It’s a small place we usually visit, they know us. And now they have my cock all up in thier cabin bathroom. Fuck.

There will be no sleep tonight.

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My father loves to tell the tale of the times I did this, which were many.

Most notable was when I was about three, helping my father dig a trench in our yard for new piping (he’s a plumber). Dad and I were both knee deep in mud and he needed to pee, so rather than taking off his muddy boots etc he pissed on our lemon tree. I saw him do this and concluded that I too needed to pee, so unbeknownst to him I walked up to the same tree and promptly filled my gum boots with piss. I simply said “Dad, my gum boots are wet!”. I literally did not get why I had pissed myself.

Packing.

For those who follow that are male and happen to be trans; do you pack? With what? Have you found it to be triggering, or the opposite?

All of a sudden I’m really curious.

I pack every day. Quite often during the night, too – but I tend to find that my packer migrates out of my boxers. I am a very restless sleeper.

I use a 4" Gen 1 Peecock, and I really like it better than most other STPs I have tried due to the fact that I don’t need to touch my actual anatomy to pee with it.

World’s Simplest Packy Harness

I’ve used this harness for years, and I have yet to come across something better in terms of security, simplicity and generally not being able to notice you’re wearing a harness.

I was eternally skeptical, however even the ol’ “boxer brief band with O-ring” is not as secure as this has proven to be for me.

Clear elastic is easily sourced, although I’ve made it with all different types of elastic and it’s still great.

What I especially love about this harness is that it allows one to use an STP easily due to the elastic having a lot of give to move things where you need them to be.

World’s Simplest Packy Harness

Being a father is wonderful, but there has been some things along the way which I haven’t been able to deal with very well. I figured I might talk about a few of those things.

I have a little boy, and when he was toilet training he first sat down to avoid accidents. Soon he was completely toilet-confidant and it was time to teach him how to aim properly while standing to pee. Bang, instant hatred for my own body (again).

Most other father’s in this situation would simply be able to lead by example. I didn’t want to use my stp in order to demonstrate how one aims and stands, as I tend to have a hard time pissing in front of anyone let alone a very curious little toddler.
I guess to K, it wasn’t that big of a deal. I talked him through it and he learnt without demonstration….

For me it was monumental. Catastrophic. I can’t accurately articulate the thoughts that were echoing through my mind for weeks after that happened, but it’s one of thousands of nuances that cisgendered men wouldn’t have to deal with.

K, my Wife and I go camping frequently. Whenever I need to piss, I make sure to go as far away from view as I can so K doesn’t see me. I have a good stp, but the color isn’t perfect and I don’t want to have to deal with explaining what it is or why I have to use it.

Now that I’ve written this, it doesn’t seem particularly helpful or whatever.