1) If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live? 2) What is your dream career? 3) What was your favourite hobby when you were little? 4) If you have dinner with anyone (alive or dead, fictional or real), who would it be and why? 5) If you were voting in Triple J’s 20 Years of the Hottest 100 competition, who would you vote for? (I’m pretty sure you’ve said you were Australian so that one should make sense…) Hope you’re feeling better soon :D

yay! Procrastination!

1) If you could live anywhere in the world, where?
Australia holds my heart, to be honest. I would ideally love to live in the middle of a forest area, be self sufficient with my family and land/water/power and live simply.

2) Dream Career?
This is tricky, because it changes almost daily. Today I’d love to work with marginalized youth through performance to better increase self esteem and decrease isolation. Performance is a wonderful tool.

3) Favorite hobby when I was little?
Skateboarding. It is still one of my life lines. Been skating for twenty years.

4) Dinner with anyone, alive or dead – who and why?
Kurt Cobain. I need to ask him what certain lyrics mean, and let him know that he saved my life a few times when I was younger. Cliche? Sure. But that’s my answer.

5) JJJ 20 years of hottest 100? Fucking tough question. 20 years?! Ughh…. I’ll list a few.
John Butler Trio – Losing You.
Missy Higgins – The Special Two.

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Ugh, I’m not sure if I’ll leave the previous post up for very long.

It’s giving me anxiety and making me paranoid.

Edit:
I’ve taken down the comparison photos from pre and post Bio-Oil application due to me feeling uncomfortable.

I am more than willing to share the photograph on a person-to-person basis through private asks, so if you feel inclined do not hesitate to contact me and request the image. Apologies.

Would you mind uploading a picture of your chest from before and after you started using Bio-oil? I’ve been looking for some effective scar treatment since I had top surgery and even though lots of people have mentioned Bio-Oil I was dubious because it has vitamin E in (and I was strongly advised to avoid vitamin E by my surgeon). Don’t worry if not :)

Hey, I’d be fine with doing this – the only thing is it may take me a few days or so due to time constraints.
I’ve not heard that Vitamin E was bad for scar care, but I never really did that much research and used Bio-Oil as it was reccomended by my surgeon.

I’ll get to taking photos and locating old ones (this will take the most time) ASAP.

I have finished my assignment obligations for today exceptionally early. As a treat to myself I am procrastinating housework.

If you’d like to help in this process, you can submit shit or ask questions.

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Scar Care Many Years Post-Op.

This is something I have wanted to address for a little while now, but not had the time to do so properly.

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When I first had chest surgery I was reluctant to treat my scars for the first few months. After that I attempted to use various scar treatments in order to lessen the red coloring and slightly raised nature of my scars. This didn’t have much of a visible effect due to my inconsistency; I found massaging my scars triggering in a horrible way. I also had very prominent stretch marks on my chest due to years of horrible binding methods.

I left my scars alone for many years, allowing my chest hair to cover them. I still was not comfortable revealing my chest in public, despite my chest being very well healed and the scars no where near as visible as many other guy’s chests.

Fast forward to last week when I was cleaning out the bathroom cupboard and came across a bottle of Bio-Oil I had purchased a while back to apply on my scars. I was unsure if too much time had passed for any scar treatment to be remotely useful – but it was worth a shot because I had scar care readily avaliable.
I shaved my chest in the shower (I fucking hate chest stubble! Ew!) and once dried, massaged my scars and stretch marks for approximately five minutes each side. I’ve done this for almost a week daily now, and I could not believe the results after a few applications.

I really feel it’s the massage coupled with the Bio-Oil which is working; the massage being the most effective part of the duo. I feel it increases circulation into the scar tissue, allowing the scars to become much more representative of sourrounding skin tone.
I noticed that not only did my scars fade to almost nothing in terms of coloration, but that my massaging seemed to flatten out the slightly small areas where I had almost pimple-sized bumps from stitches healing. The ends of my incisions were slightly raised (approximately 1-2mm above the surface of the rest of my skin) and this has made them lessen dramatically also.

I guess the purpose of this post was to inform men who have had surgery quite a while back to not give up on scar treatment. It may still work. In fact, I now have somewhat of a renewed confidance that eventually, with massage and scar treatment I can get my scars to a level which I will find acceptable to become shirtless in public.

END: I kinda think that if I wasn’t so hooked on acting and music, I would be FTM.

laibsenlove:

Don’t get me wrong, I like being who I am now, but if it wasn’t for being so involved and influenced by the performing arts I really don’t think I could cope as a girl. I still dread playing overly feminine roles as it is, but heck, that’s acting for you! :’)

Kinda makes me a…

I’m an actor also, and a performing arts major (amoung many others). While I somewhat understand where you sre coming from, it was acting that truely gave me solstice from my “femaleness” in early years through being able to play male roles.

Just because you’re an actor/musician, doesn’t mean you can’t transition. But if that’s the main reason for not transitioning, I think perhaps it’s time to reassess your thoughts on the matter.

END: I kinda think that if I wasn’t so hooked on acting and music, I would be FTM.